Is That All There is?

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NUMB. I hope I am just.

Someone who can’t feel.

Someone who doesn’t hurt.

Ignorance of pain would bring solace.

Freedom. Peace.

II

HEARTLESS. I hope I could be.

Someone who doesn’t care.

Someone who won’t give a damn.

Inconsideration of others is a natural thing.

Bravery. Strength.

III

UNFORGETTABLE. I wish I could be to you.

Someone you see when your eyes are closed.

Someone you hear across the earth.

A smile from me should bring you warmth.

Acceptance. Forgiveness.

IV

Wish. Hope.

Is that all there is?

Someday.

Maybe.

A possibility.

MOVING FORWARD

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Dear Soul,

How are you today? I heard from Memory you are being busy lately, and that you wanna go Reminiscing Road again?

Well, I wish you don’t see Regrets and Failures there. But if you did, don’t take them too seriously. You know what those two could do. They will force you to hang out with Bitterness and Self – Pity. And you know better.

So instead of entertaining them, go find Hope. You know she’s is always with Love and Faith. Both will help you get past Darkness lane. It won’t be an easy route, and you know it. You will have to go back Heartache street and go through the entire block of Sadness. You will bump into Pain and Tears, and surely see the resident Denial and Lies, not a good company, considering what they did to you back in the day. Oohh, never a pretty sight.

But if you come to think of it, Forgiveness and Acceptance live just across them. Aren’t they always your hero? Didn’t they pick you up during that nasty fight with Betrayal, remember? So my advise to you ..

Take that road, visit your old friends, face your enemies; walk with them if you must. Then this road back home will become a-not-so-bad-a-journey anymore.

Take the trip and before you realize it, you’re home. You are back to Happiness.

If you get stuck or get into trouble with Doubt, you know where to reach me. I still live in Heart City.

Always here,

Courage

Happy Birhday to Me!

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Howdy guys!

How was your weekend? Mine was superb! We had a long weekend here in the Philippines as it was holiday last Friday – June 12. And I get to celebrate an out-of-town birthday ;) How awesome is that?!

Welcome

Welcome to Mabini, Anilao in Batangas!

From here, we rented a boat that brought us to the Fish Sanctuary where we get to see fish up close and feed them. 

Sanctuary2And darn! I never thought it would be scary seeing tons of fish coming at you all at once!

Sanctuary1Check out the right side of these photos! Can you see the fishes? :)

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Am afraid of water, I admit, because I don’t know how to swim. But I actually enjoyed this trip.

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Photo below is me and Rome

After feeding and swimming with fishes, we headed out to a beach resort called “Sampaguita” where we get to spend the night and permitted to stay until 12noon the next day, without paying extra :) The caretaker Mrs Carina is kind and hospitable.

Sampaguita1*From L to R – Aiza, Joyce, Rome and Bituin

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Aren’t the cottages cute? :)

Sampaguita3 Sampaguita4 Sampaguita5When you look around you, you will feel relaxed, invigorated and loved. That’s what I felt when I am here.

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When it’s almost dark, we decided to climb the rock formations at the far end of the beach. Guess what happened? ;)10553429_1012702835430486_4874740271082232819_n 11048767_1012702708763832_731764732163067199_n

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I had fun, and it’s not just because it was an out-of-town getaway. But mainly because I get to spent it with the people I like.

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AMNESIA

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AMNESIA

by 5 Seconds of Summer

I drove by all the places we used to hang out getting wasted
I thought about our last kiss, how it felt the way you tasted
And even though your friends tell me you’re doing fine

Are you somewhere feeling lonely even though he’s right beside you?
When he says those words that hurt you, do you read the ones I wrote you?

Sometimes I start to wonder, was it just a lie?
If what we had was real, how could you be fine?

‘Cause I’m not fine at all

I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make-up running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn’t need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape

‘Cause I’m not fine at all

The pictures that you sent me they’re still living in my phone
I’ll admit I like to see them, I’ll admit I feel alone
And all my friends keep asking why I’m not around

It hurts to know you’re happy, yeah, it hurts that you’ve moved on
It’s hard to hear your name when I haven’t seen you in so long

It’s like we never happened, was it just a lie?
If what we had was real, how could you be fine?

‘Cause I’m not fine at all

I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make-up running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn’t need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape

If today I woke up with you right beside me
Like all of this was just some twisted dream
I’d hold you closer than I ever did before
And you’d never slip away
And you’d never hear me say

I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make-up running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn’t need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape

‘Cause I’m not fine at all
No, I’m really not fine at all
Tell me this is just a dream
‘Cause I’m really not fine at all

~~ This has been playing both in my head and in the office continuously ;) Addicting!!

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